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PostSubject: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Sun Dec 17, 2017 7:58 pm



”Breathe.” The girl’s voice interrupted the ones she kept hearing in her head. They were talking one over the other, muttering words in languages she couldn’t understand. They sounded happy, but confused her, making her anxious. ”Breathe.” Images were running right before the girl’s eyes. They were flashes, impossible to connect with each other. A field. The sky. People she couldn’t recognise. The images went by quickly, the colors were blinding and made her even more confused. The light she was looking at wasn’t the sunlight. It came from a different source, but she couldn’t tell where it came from. Other flashes burst right in front of her eyes. Green. Blue. Red. Red. Breathe!

A deep breath pierced the silence of the night in which Redra found herself. She was trying to catch her breath, blinking her eyes furiously as she was trying to adjust to the non-existent light. The contrast between what she was just looking at and where she actually was, made her head spin. Another vision, another nightmare. It was true that the images she was looking at weren’t bad ones, the voices she was hearing were cheerful, the colours that appeared right before her eyes weren’t dark, nothing was unpleasant. Nothing but the uncertainty and the heavy feeling they gave to the girl. She felt like she needed to know what those things meant, but it didn’t matter how much she tried, she just couldn’t find a meaning behind all those things.

Her sister was sleeping peacefully next to her. It was very uncommon for Brynja to look that calm whenever she slept, because her visions weren’t as nice as Redra’s ones. Even if the girl wasn’t feeling well, she just couldn’t wake her sister up for something that she was supposed to be used to. She silently got up and luckily Brynja didn’t move nor showed any sign of being bothered by her sister’s movements. Once she got out of their room, Redra grabbed a cloak and silently opened the front door of the house. She needed fresh air, she needed to think, maybe if she could’ve find someone to talk to, that would’ve been great, but she knew nobody in the whole village could’ve ever understand her problems. ”Those are gifts from the Gods! You should be grateful.” They always said. And she indeed was grateful, but those gifts sometimes felt like burdens, more than something to be grateful of.

The cold air of the night hit her face and Redra could already feel a little better. It was pitch black outside, the moon was covered by the clouds and its light wasn’t enough to light up the ground. Suddenly, another image flashed through her eyes. Lillianna. A voice said. That girl was like a sister to Redra. They grew up together, they always used to play with each other, she never pushed her away because of her “gifts”, she was always by her side. Maybe that could’ve been one of those times. She really hoped so.

With her thoughts focused on her friend, Redra started walking towards the village. She lived outside, where the farms were, but Lillianna was a dressmaker and her house was closer to where she worked. She arrived at the front door of her friend’s house a lot later, since she had been careful to the road, it was dark and she didn’t want to wake up anyone nor to hurt herself tripping over something that wasn’t supposed to be there. She knocked at the door, regretting it right after she heard the sound of her knuckles over the wood. Who was she to just knock at her door so late in the night, wake her up and expect her to listen to what she had to say? It had been like that in the past, but once they grew up, even if they still were great friends, they kind of got into different paths, they had their own lives and she felt like she didn’t want to intrude.


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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Sun Dec 17, 2017 10:33 pm

Lillianna had been enjoying a nice dream about swimming in a pond with her brothers and her friends. They were laughing and having fun about all kinds of things when suddenly she heard a knocking sound in her dream. It was all around her, the laughing, talking, splashing, almost every sound had changed into the same knocking sound. All of a sudden she was awake and looking around her room. The knocking sound was still happening, and that was when she realized someone was at her door. Getting out of bed as quick was she could, Lillianna looked around. It was very late in the night, she could tell from how dark it was outside. Who in the world would be at her door this late at night? Lillianna thought about it as she grabbed herself a rob and put it on before making her way toward the door. She hoped whoever it was, was someone friendly.That they are someone who is coming for a good reason and not to hurt her. Maybe it was her brother and something had happened? She hoped that wasn't the case at all. Her father might be getting old as time goes on, but he was still in great health, at least she was pretty sure he was. Perhaps it was Redra? That thought made her open the door a lot faster. If it was Redra, then it meant something was wrong, and she prayed her friend was okay and it was someone else.

When the door open she was greeted to her best friend, almost sister, standing outside in the cold dark. Winter had come, and she hoped her friend hadn't been outside for a very long time. The last thing the poor dear needed was to get sick "Redra!" she said to her first as she reached out her hand to her."Whats wrong, are you okay?" she asked her next as she looked her over and tired to check her the best she could in the positions there were in for any injures at all."Please come inside, its freezing out!" She told her first next. Feeling stupid for not saying those words to her first. It was cold and she wanted to get her friend into a warm area and quick. She was almost sure it had to have been one of her visions that was bugging her. The poor dear, at least she would be able to help her now. That was what she always tired to do for her. To listen to her and try to support her the best she could in all of this. She had been doing this for years now, helping her dear friend.

Stepping to the side she let Redra walk in, and then once she was inside she locked the door to make sure they would both be safe and sound inside. Once the door was locked she turned toward the fire and went over to get it running a little bit brighter and stronger. So Redra would be able to warm her cold body by it. She also took of her robe and held it out to her friend. "Here, take this and get warm. Then tell me what is the matter." Lillianna said with a smile toward her. She was now just in her nightgown, but she was comfortable around Redra, more comfortable then most people in general.



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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Mon Dec 18, 2017 10:08 pm



Right when Redra was almost stepping back from the door and just run away to get back home, she heard steps in the silence of the night, coming from the inside of the house. Lillianna was definitely awake now and it was pointless if she just went away without showing herself. She would’ve just felt awful, waking up her best friend and then just running away. The door soon opened and a half asleep beautiful girl greeted her right away, reaching out her hand. Redra grabbed it and automatically smiled at her friend, without actually knowing why. She could see her friend’s worried expression while she was asking her if something was wrong, so Redra hurried and shook her head, trying to calm her down a little. It wasn’t exactly true, since she came to her house seeking help in the first place, but she just didn’t want her friend to worry too much, not immediately at least. "Please come inside, its freezing out!" The girl’s words made her realise how cold it actually was. Probably because of her whole panicked status, she didn’t even realise that the air around her was almost frozen. It was winter afterall.

The girl stepped to the side, keeping the door open for Redra to enter the house. She shyly did so, stepping further into the warm room while she heard Lillianna lock the door behind them. Her friend immediately started walking in the room and Redra followed her movements while she was trying to make the fire run stronger. The two of them used to play everyday when they were younger, they also slept together often, they were always together. Redra couldn’t help but remember those days when they were thoughtless, free and joyful. They still were, but of course growing up brought lots of responsibilities to the both of them. Something similar happened once, when they were little. Redra woke up frightened due to a strong vision and Lillianna, who was sleeping next to her, was there to help her. Now that they were older, they found themselves in the same situation. "Here, take this and get warm.” Lillianna said, handing the girl her robe. Redra took it and smiled at her friend’s kindness. Her cloak was cold and heavy on her shoulders, so she gladly accepted a warm and light robe to replace it with. ”Tell me what is the matter.” The girl added then. Redra huffed a little laugh and shook her head. ”You are straightforward, aren’t you.” She then said before letting her smile fade away a little from her face. ”I uhh… I had a vision.” She simply said, knowing that her friend knew exactly what that meant to her.
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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Tue Dec 19, 2017 2:45 pm

Lillianna was glad when Redar took the robe from her hands. At least that had been inside and would help warm her up a lot faster then her cold cloak she had been wearing outside. At least the snow wasn't too heavy at the moment. for if it was Lillianna was sure that her poor friend would be far more cold then she was already. Looking her friend over some more she did another once over of her. Wanting to make sure she was really okay even thought she had shook her head to tell her she was not hurt. Radar was someone that Lillianna had always cared about strongly. They have been close for years, and she couldn't even begin to understand how hard it must be to have the visions like she and her sister do. So she has done her best to be there for her whenever she can. ”You are straightforward, aren’t you.” Redar says to her after she tells her to tell her whats wrong. Lillianna just laughs, and nods her head at her. "Yes, but only with you.As you know." she tells her with a smile. Which is true, with anyone else Lillianna is not so straightforward. She is more quite and reserved around almost everyone else, other than her family of course. Her brother was someone she could be herself around as well, but his over protective nature made her feel like a child a lot for the time.

When Redar spoke next ”I uhh… I had a vision.” Lillianna shook her head, she already figured it was that when she saw that her friend was fine and had no injuries. She was glad she was not hurt, but knew that the vision had to be a big one for her to have walked here all this way at night, in the cold, alone. Walking closer to Redar, she gives her a hug before saying."I figured that was what was wrong when I saw no blood or cuts on you, but wanted to make sure." she tells her friend gently before smiling softly at her. and pulls away from the hug. Not wanting to crowd her too much. "Lets sit down, and talk about it." she tells her with a smile before adding"Or we can lay in my bed and talk too, whatever makes you more comfortable." she tells her. Lillianna wanted Redar to be as comfortable as she could be as she tried to explain what she saw or as she just tired to relax. She was going to be there for her for whatever she wanted. That was what good friends would do for their friends, at least in her eyes anyways."I can make you a drink of tea, or ale too if you want before we talk. Whatever I can do for you love." she adds lastly with another soft smile at Redar.

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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Tue Dec 26, 2017 7:50 pm



The room was already warm enough when Redra came in, at least warmer than the streets, but Lillianna’s attempts on making the room warmer were definitely having great results. Just by standing few steps away from the fireplace, the brunette could already feel the warmth of the fire on her cold clothes. She removed her cold and heavy cloak from her shoulders and put her friend’s robe to replace it. It was already warmed up by her friend’s body warmth, plus it hadn’t been outside at all, that helped a lot.

Every doubt Redra had when she knocked at the door, immediately faded away once Lillianna asked her what was wrong. She knew and she was ready to listen to her even before she could even say she had a problem. That straightforward attitude was very unusual coming from the girl that was standing in front of her, and made Redra smile lightly. "Yes, but only with you.As you know." Oh, she definitely knew. It was so difficult for the girl to open up to Redra like she eventually did. At first, the girl’s shyness always won over Redra’s attempts on being friendly with her and trying to bond with her. Eventually though, the brunette managed to put her at ease and the both of them grew extremely close.

"I figured that was what was wrong when I saw no blood or cuts on you, but wanted to make sure." Redra wasn’t surprised at her friend’s words. Of course she exactly knew what was going on with her. Since the brunette always had to deal with those visions, she was supposed to be used to the feelings those images gave her every single time. Actually, that was the case most of the times, but it wasn’t the first time she needed someone else to soothe her uneasiness, her fear. Lillianna was at her side the first time she wasn’t able to handle the situation by herself, they were children, sleeping together like they were used to. That was also the occasion when the redhead got to know about Redra and Brynja’s gifts, about their visions. Redra immediately thought she would’ve left the house, to run home scared and not talk to them anymore, but that wasn’t the case at all. She comforted her, stayed by her side and that was what the brunette needed right now. "Lets sit down, and talk about it." Her friend suggested. "Or we can lay in my bed and talk too, whatever makes you more comfortable." She then added, making the girl smile and get closer to her. She gently grabbed her hands with hers. ”Thank you Lillianna. Truly.” She needed her to know how grateful she was for her, even if Redra couldn’t really express it with words. She pulled Lillianna into a tight hug. ”I’m already better knowing that you are here.” She pulled back to look into her friend’s eyes. ”Close to me.” She then added, smiling at her.

Being the only one that never ran away from her, Lillianna had a special spot in Redra’s heart and knowing that even after all those years, she was still there to support her, was one of the greatest gifts the gods could’ve ever given her. "I can make you a drink of tea, or ale too if you want before we talk. Whatever I can do for you love." Ale was also a great gift. Redra smiled at her own thoughts. ”Alcohol sounds very nice, I must admit it.” She nodded with a bright smile on her face. The girl spent her entire days making teas and soft drinks and ale wasn’t exactly a drink one could use to heal people, but maybe she could’ve used it to heal herself. Just a little, just to get rid of her apprehension.


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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Wed Dec 27, 2017 1:52 am

Lillianna smiled at her friend whens he heard the words ”Thank you Lillianna. Truly.” coming out of her mouth. It was the least that she could do and help her out the way she did. She could never even begin to imagine the things that Redra had to see, and it would be very hard to go though those kinds of things alone and without any help at all. That was just what goof friends did for you, and Lillianna did her best to be a good friend to Redra. Ever since they were children and Redra spent all that time working with her and her shyness. She never gave up on her, so why would Lillianna ever give up on Redra? That was just not how things worked for her. Besides,she loved Redra in a lot of ways. Her friend was so special and beautiful to her. Redrawas Lilliana's first real friend in this world. "You know that I will always be here for you, you are my best friend and mean the world to me." she tells her with a smile. Redra pulls her into a tight hug and says  ”I’m already better knowing that you are here.” Redra says next and Lillianna smiles more at her. ”Close to me.” she says next and Lilliana nods. "Always." is what she tells her next.

Lillianna offered her a lot of things. To sit, lay down, and for drinks. She waited until her friend would tell her what she wanted, and she was glad she didn't have to wait super long. ”Alcohol sound very nice, I must admit it.” she hears Redra say, and she nods and smiles. Walking over and into the kitchen, Lillianna walks around grading all kinds of things. First she grabs the ale and sets it down on the table. Then she walks around and grabs two glasses that are clean and processed to fill the glasses as full as she can with Ale and walks them over to her close friend."There, drink up. I have plenty, and you are staying the rest of the night here anyways." she says to her with a smile. Taking a drink of her own cup of ale she waited for Redra to do the same with her own.Taking a few more deep drinks of her cup she sits down on the one of the chairs."Now that we both have some strong ale to drink would you alike to sit down or lay down? she says to her next with a smile.

She is trying to be as nice and happy as she can for her friend. To be everything that she needs from her and more. Lillianna is pretty sure she would do just about anything Redra asked of her,and she really wasn't sure what the meant in the long run. She knew she loved her friend, and that she was one of the only women she found attractive in the same way she liked men. Maybe it was from all the time they had spent together, or maybe she really did like everyone regardless of the fact if they were a man or women. Something she had tried to talk to her mother about once, when she was eight, and her mother had said that she should focus more on her liking of men then women. So she never bothered to talk to anyone else about it after words. Pushing her thoughts away she looked to her friend. "I am glad you came here to me, that I can help you this way like I have been for so many years. she tells her. She wants her to know the will always be here for her, that she is happy to help her no matter what.



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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Wed Jan 03, 2018 8:02 pm



When Redra hugged her friend and thanked her, she couldn’t predict that her reply, her words could have that effect over her. "You know that I will always be here for you, you are my best friend and mean the world to me." Her smile grew wider as the warmth of her smile, her words and her touch spreaded all the way to the brunette’s heart. She truly meant what she said when she told her she was feeling better already, only by having her by her side, and Lillianna didn’t lose her chance to confirm that she was always going to be next to her. Always.

The girl knew she had to ease the atmosphere and getting some alcohol in her veins was surely going to do the work. The two of them used to chat a lot in their beds when they were younger, they talked about everything, going from the funny and joyful things to the things that annoyed them. They knew everything about one another. Adding ale was simply going to add more fun to their little talks. Redra took the cup her friend handed over to her and took a huge sip, emptying half of the cup as Lillianna was saying she was going to stay the night with her anyways. The brunette took the cup away from her mouth just to smile at her friend’s words and chose to finish the ale in her cup right away. Drinking like that would’ve brought her to a drunken state quickly and that was exactly what she needed. Her head spinned a little and the girl laughed at herself trying to keep her balance. ”I guess we lay down.” She couldn’t even stay still and laying down sounded not only more comfortable but also a lot safer.

"I am glad you came here to me, that I can help you this way like I have been for so many years.” Lillianna said before Redra could do anything else. Her dizziness immediately faded away and a warm smile took its place. ”I am glad I came here to you as well.” She said getting closer to the girl who was sitting down on a chair and grabbing her hand. She caressed her friend's hand with her thumb, looking at the small circles she was drawing on the back of her hand with a sad smile. She inhaled, pushing away her bad thoughts and looked up at Lillianna again. ”Now come.” She pulled her friend towards herself and took the pitcher that contained their liquid happiness for the night with a giggle. She headed to Lillianna’s room, moving in her house as if it was her own. Before laying down, she let go of Lillianna’s hand and took her robe from her shoulders to put it down on a small chair in the corner of the room. She literally threw herself on her friends bed before grabbing the pitcher once again to fill her second but not last cup of the night. She put down the pitcher before patting the empty spot next to her, silently inviting Lillianna to sit next to her. ”How is work?” She said trying to start a casual conversation. She knew it was better for her to just talk about her vision, to let her feelings out, but she rather have a pleasant night talking with her friend than a night full of sadness and gloomy talks. She definitely wasn’t in the mood for a cry.
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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Wed Jan 03, 2018 9:13 pm

Lillianna Was still sipping from her cup of ale as she watched her dear friend down her own. Well if it was going to be that kind of night, Lillianna knew she better catch up and drink her glass empty as well. Once she was done drinking her cup empty she looked toward Redra and smiled and she heard her speak once more. ”I guess we lay down.” Redra said as she seemed to already having the effects of alcohol running threw her system. Lillianna giggled as she thought how happy she was that her friend was going to be be very much more relaxed now. She two would feel the effects rather soon, they were both of small build and alcohol was going to hit them faster and stronger if they drank quickly like they were doing right now. Lillianna couldn't help but think how beautiful Redra looked when she was laughing like she was just a moment ago. She had always thought her friend was beautiful, but as they got older, that thought just kept growing as well. ”I am glad I came here to you as well.” she hears Redra say to her next and a bright smile takes over her face when Redra grabs her hands.

The way her friend was rubbing circles on her hands was relaxing, and something else at the same time. Something she wasn't quite sure what to call. It warmed her heart in a way, and something else. Maybe the ale was taking a hold of her faster then she thought. ”Now come.” she hears Redra say, and lets out another giggle as her friend pulls her up from her seat and grabs the ale off the table, before she drags them away to her room. Redra had been to her house enough times to know it like the back of her hand. Something Lillianna was glad about, she loved to spend time with her friend like this. They use to have sleep over all the time, but lately they hadn't been doing it as much. Something she was glad they were going to be doing tonight. Once they talked about Redra's vision, they could have fun just talking about everything and anything. Like they always do.

Once they were in the room, Lillianna watched as her dear friend took off the robe she had given her before she processed to throw herself onto the bed. Making lillianna giggle once more. Redraw filled her cup back up before she patted the spot next to her. Smiling Lillianna filled her own cup and sat down just as Redra spoke. ”How is work?” she asked. "Work is good, busy actually which is nice. Svipday brought in some clothes with tons of holes in them for me to fix. I plan to seek in an outfit or two into his bag when he comes to pick them up. So he has something without patches on it." she says to her first before taking a deep drink of her ale. "With my luck he will notice and try to give them back, and then I'll feel super awkward." she says to her next. Looking toward her friend she smiles and reaches out a hand to touch her arm. "How is the farm?" she asks her as she gently rubs Redra's arm.

In a comforting motion, but also enjoying how soft her skin was. At that thought, she uses the hand still holding the ale to drink the rest of her glass empty. "Are things still going well now that its winter?" she ask her with a gentle smile, and she slowly trails her fingers away from Redra's arm.

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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Thu Jan 04, 2018 1:44 am



Lillianna’s decision to drink her cup empty like Redra did just before her, surprised her in a positive way. She knew her friend’s nature was quite calm and shy, so she didn’t expect her wanting to get drunk at that time of the night. At the same time though, she was glad she decided to get wasted with her, since that was exactly what the brunette needed.

When she told her friend she was glad she chose to come to her place, she truly meant it. She was her first thought when she felt like she was alone, and whenever she was with her, she immediately felt accepted and loved. Redra wanted Lillianna to know how glad she was, but she couldn’t really express it with words. She grabbed her hand because she wanted her to feel how much she needed her to be close to her and how glad she was to have her. For a moment the brunette looked into the redhead’s eyes and she could’ve sworn she saw a different light in her eyes, but couldn’t really identify it clearly.

Lillianna’s bedroom was their next destination. That was a place where the both of them always used to spend the majority of their time when they were younger, where they used to tell each other their secrets, where they got to know each other so well as they now did. It was their safe place and Redra felt immediately comfortable as soon as she stepped into the room. The bed was bigger than the one Lillianna had when they were little and now could easily fit at least three people. The girl couldn’t help but think how comfortable they were going to be once the ale would’ve knocked them out. Meanwhile, they had a lot to catch up with, and Redra chose to start by asking her friend about her work. Luckily it looked like everything was going pretty well. She was glad Lillianna was busy to earn enough. ”Svipday…” The girl said trying to associate the name with a face. She knew pretty much everyone in the village since she basically met them at least once to heal them. ”He’s a viking, isn’t he?” She asked before drinking half of the ale in her cup. As always, Lillianna was sweet enough to work and ask for nothing in return. "With my luck he will notice and try to give them back, and then I'll feel super awkward." Redra burst into laughter, already picturing the scene. ”If he does, you must let me know.” She said giggling and drinking more ale. Redra felt like she was the only one that could make fun of Lillianna that way. Also because if anyone else did that, maybe offending her, she would’ve poisoned them without thinking about it twice.

Her cup was empty again when her friend asked her about the farm. "Are things still going well now that its winter?" It was true, winter was pretty hard to get through every year. Redra shrugged briefly.”Our harvest was pretty generous this year, we can survive the winter.” She simply said before smiling warmly at her friend. She didn’t notice that Lillianna was rubbing her arm until she pulled her hand away and she couldn’t feel that nice touch anymore. She didn’t know if it was the alcohol’s fault already, but she felt irritated because she wasn’t touching her anymore. The girl poured herself another cup of ale and immediately drank it empty. The girl couldn’t tell whether the room was spinning or her head, but that made her laugh without any apparent reason. She laid down with a thud and sighed deeply. ”The lights were blinding.” She said, trying to recall what she saw in her dream. ”People kept talking but I couldn’t understand them. I really wanted to. They sounded happy.” Of course now she knew she didn’t have to specify that she was talking about her vision, given the fact that they were pretty similar to each other and Redra already told Lillianna what she usually saw in them. She didn’t know why she was talking about her vision, but she suddenly stopped and sat back up, grabbing the pitcher again and filling her cup a fourth time.
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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Thu Jan 04, 2018 3:17 am

The feeling of the two of them just relaxing in her bed together was nice. Her bed was rather large and had plenty of room in if for the two of them and maybe another person to be able to relax comfortably. ”Svipday…” she heard Redra say to her first after she spoke about him coming in to see her at her shop. Like she was trying to place who the person was. ”He’s a viking, isn’t he?” Redra asked next and Lillianna nodded her head at her. "Yes, and an Iron miner as well. So he is always ruining his clothes." she says to her next before rolling her eyes a little bit. ”If he does, you must let me know.” she heard her dear friend say next after she said she hoped he wouldn't give her a hard time for slipping him extra stuff. "I will I promise, besides I would be so embarrassed, so I would defiantly tell you." she tells her before reaching over and grabbing the ale to refill her glass that she had finished. She wanted to try and catch up with her friend, even if she normally didn't drink like this often, it seemed to be making Redra feel better, and she would do anything for her. Even if it meant getting shit faced in her bed and passing out together. If that made Redra feel better, then she would do it in a heart beat

The conversation changed to how her farm was doing. The two of them making small talk about things before Redra was ready to say what was really on her mind. ”Our harvest was pretty generous this year, we can survive the winter.” she heard her say and she nodded her head. That was good, if they hadn't she would have done her best to help them in any way she could, even if Redra's sister wasn't entirely found of her for some reason. Lillianna had been rubbing her friends arm, but stopped herself for some reason. She made herself drink some more just on the thought of it alone. When she stopped however, Redra poured herself another glass and then drank it down in seconds. Then she was laughing and that was making Lillianna laugh as well. Redra layed down on the bed with a plop, and Lillianna followed her actions before she heard her speaking again, the silly atmosphere changing right away with the words that followed.”The lights were blinding.” Redra said to her first ”People kept talking but I couldn’t understand them. I really wanted to. They sounded happy.” she said next and before Lillianna could do anything Redra was sitting up and filling her glass once more.

Sitting up herself Lillianna took a small breath before she reached out for her friend. Reaching out for her arm first, she gently turned her friend toward herself. "I'm sure that was hard, It sounds very confusing to me as well, but at least it was happy right?" she says to her first before she takes the cup out of her hand and sets it on the table next to the bed for a moment. "I am here for you, and I am glad you shared. Maybe once we are both sober tomorrow we will be able to make more sense of it." she tells her as she turns back toward her and gently pulls Redra into her arms for another hug. Raising her hand to the back on Redra's head, she ran her fingers through her soft hair before she pulled back a little bit. "You have these dreams for a reason though, the gods give them to you for a reason, and I know they are hard, but I will be here for every single one of them the ones that make sense and the ones like this, that are confusing and don't. This I promised to you a long time ago." she tells her friend.

Lillianna can't help but think how beautiful her friend is in this light, and she is sure its the alcohol in her system. She knows her friend is beautiful, but she feels like she is thinking it for another reason. She is sure what she does next it because of all the ale they drank so quickly just earlier, but she lifts her hand to her dear friends face and leans in and kisses her on the lips. It takes her a few moments to realize what she has done, and when she pulls back her whole face is red. "Oh...I..I'm...I'm not sorry..but...oh my." she says to her, completely flustered as she moves back and lets go of her.


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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Mon Jan 08, 2018 12:24 am



It had been a long time since the two girls had the chance to actually stay together few hours and just relax. Being in Lillianna’s bedroom recalled so many memories of them spending time during their childhood. Redra felt like nothing was different, that they were still the little girls they once were, without any problem, without any responsibility. Though Redra always had to live with her visions, she never had to think about anything else but that. Growing up and discovering her healing skills, gave her a huge sense of duty for her people and everyone who needed help. She fully committed her life to that aim and even if she loved doing what she did, it still was a burden.

Lillianna had always been Redra’s safe place and once again, she was proving to be only person that was able to make her feel better only by being there, only by standing by her side. Talking to her about their lives was their own ritual and their own routine and that was exactly what Redra needed after what she went through right before coming to her friend’s house. Redra was happily laughing at her friend like nothing happened, mocking her a little. "I will I promise, besides I would be so embarrassed, so I would defiantly tell you." She said admitting her own awkwardness, only making the brunette laugh even louder at her, after nodding her approval to her words. She was her therapy and she didn’t even know it.

Even though Redra was trying to avoid the subject, she eventually knew she needed to tell what she saw to someone and the brunette knew that other than her twin sister Brynja, Lillianna was the only one she could trust and the only one who could’ve tried to understand her emotions. The brunette tried to express what she saw with words, but it didn’t really made sense, because the vision itself didn’t. "I'm sure that was hard, It sounds very confusing to me as well, but at least it was happy right?" Her friend always knew what to say to let the discomfort fade away, even if just a little. Redra’s lips curved in a small smile and she nodded. It was true, at least she had to try to find the bright side of this whole situation. "I am here for you, and I am glad you shared. Maybe once we are both sober tomorrow we will be able to make more sense of it." She added before pulling the girl into a gentle and comforting hug. She didn’t know if she actually wanted to make sense of it, but her friend’s words sounded like something to which she didn’t want to give up easily. Spending time with her was almost vital, especially in these cases where no one else was able to understand. Her fingers running through her hair and her touch so soothing, made Redra feel at ease. She pulled back and Redra immediately locked her bright eyes with hers while she was telling her what she knew already: she was there for her.

The brunette was completely lost in her eyes and realised that her friend was moving towards her only when her lips actually touched. She didn’t expect that from her friend, who was always so shy and reserved. Though she wasn’t surprised because of the kiss, but because Lillianna gave it to her. Her lips were still pressing softly on Redra’s when she finally closed her eyes to kiss her back, but almost right before she could actually make her move, her friend pulled back and started stuttering some confused words. The girl slowly opened her eyes to look at her and instinctively giggled at her friend apologising. She saw her pulling back and reached forward to grab her hand in her own. ”It’s fine Lillianna.” She said with her typical gentle smile, gazing into her eyes. ”I should’ve done this before.” She then added confidently before leaning closer to her once again. Their faces were now extremely close again, but given her friend’s reaction to her own actions, Redra didn’t dare to kiss her again. ”Can I?” She asked, her voice warm and raspy.
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PostSubject: Re: Dreams dressing up as nightmares. [Lillianna] Tue Jan 09, 2018 8:28 pm

Lillianna was still so shocked with herself for what she just did. She kissed her best friend, and then proceeded to tell her she was not sorry for doing it. She knew that they had drank a lot, and drank very fast at that. However she had never done anything this bold in her entire life. She was always to shy to do these kinds of things, and this was her first kiss. A kiss that she just gave to her best friend. Did she just ruin their friendship by letting feeling she had been trying to keep down and dormant out into the open like this? For she knew in her heart that she had, had feelings for Redra for a very long time now. She had always thought her friend was beautiful, and she trusted her more then anyone in the whole world, next to Magnus her younger brother. However she never wanted to lose Redra, so she never once said anything about it, and she had never once acted about those feelings until this moment right now. Part of her wanted to run away, to hide from her face and never go back outside again, and another part of her wanted to see if she was going to somehow be able to do it again. If she would be able to kiss her friend like that again.

As she was trying to get away and was saying she was sorry, she heard her friend giggle, and it gave her a little bit of pause in her moments. Before she could move away any more, she felt Redra grab her hand and she looked up at her friends face once more. ”It’s fine Lillianna.” she hears her say, and that alone makes her heart start beating faster in her chest. If it was fine, did that mean her friend felt the same way, or was she telling her it was fine and she forgave her for doing something so bold? It didn't take her long to find out, as the next words that came out of Redra's mouth were ”I should’ve done this before.” to her. Lillianna felt like her heart was going to explode and the her whole face was on fire. Redra had wanted to kiss her like this as well? Could they have been together a long time ago, if they both had just been a little more brave with one another? Lillianna knew her mind was racing at the same rate as her heart was. "What..." she says to her with a dazed look on her face.

Staring at her friend in shock, she watched as Redra started to lean back in closer to her. Making her take in a deep breath and hold it as she got ready for what she was going to do next. Redra was going to kiss her on her own. ”Can I?” she hears her ask, and lillianna lets the breath out before nodding her head yes at her. That she could kiss her back if she wanted to do so. "You can do whatever you want to me" Lillianna says to her in a shaky voice as she took small shaky breaths and looked into her eyes. How the night had changed so much in a matter of moments, but Lillianna would never complain about this kind of change. She wanted nothing more then to embrace the spinning feeling in her head and to have Redra's soft lips back on her own. "I trust you." she makes sure to add in next.


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